Day 2 –
After going to bed early last night, and sleeping pretty well until about 3:30am I awoke this morning still feeling tired. After jumping in the shower I definitely felt more alive and awake.
unfortunately, I haven’t felt much like writing… I have just wanted to lay around and rest. The hardest part is in the evening when I want to eat some dinner really bad. Thankfully I have a very supportive and encouraging boyfriend who reminds me why I am doing this every time I complain about being tired or hungry – hungry for something more different than apples… and I complained a lot last night.
I felt the most tired on the evening of day one. Day two wasn’t as bad but I was a lot more irritable and cranky. I just wanted other food, apples are no longer satisfying.
I have to be honest and say I have not been meditating as I intended to, so Day three I will absolutely make a point to spend some extra time in meditation to tap into my emotions more thoroughly, so I would anticipate my update from day three to be a little more detailed.
On a more “personal” TMI note – another day of going to the bathroom about once an hour. I can definitely tell I am expelling a lot. My bowel movements have greatly increased from day one to day two. My energy level has definitely decreased. I can see a big difference just from walking up four flights of stairs in the morning to my office. Today it was a lot harder and I ran out of steam after the second flight. I know my body needs to rest and relax during these three days so that is what I intend to do after work on day three. Only one more day left!